Mother’s Day by Tracy Lynch

Little did I know that Mother’s Day, 18th March 2007, would be the start of my life, and that of my family, changing completely!

My daughter Jennifer, then aged 5, had an eye check with the local optician as we had some concerns regarding her vision. We were told that she was long sighted, nothing too major, but she also had Nystagmus, or as the Americans like to call it ‘Dancing Eyes’. It wasn’t noticeable and there was no explanation why she had it. This needed exploring and so began 3 years of tests and numerous trips to Great Ormond Street Hospital (GOSH), almost every month to try to find the root cause of the Nystagmus. During these 3 years Jennifer was also diagnosed with a neurogenic bladder (too small for her age) and Type 1 Diabetes. When we got that diagnosis our lives completely changed. It felt like we were going through a period of grief. We could no longer be spontaneous with our plans and days out. We had to plan where we were going to be for meal times and snack times and had to learn to inject our 6 year old daughter with insulin. This wasn’t something we had ever envisaged doing. There was no history of it in the family after all.

Jennifer & Tracy

Tracy and Jennifer

On 17th March 2010, just 3 days after Mother’s Day we received our 3rd life changing moment. My husband, Paul, Jennifer and I were taken into a room at GOSH by two of her consultants and given the news that Jennifer has a rare progressive condition called Wolfram Syndrome (WS). They couldn’t tell us anything about it as they knew nothing, they just handed us two pieces of A4 paper with a print out from a world wide support group and some information about a doctor in the UK that was researching the condition.

The first few weeks were pretty dark for us but for Jennifer’s sake and that of her two older brothers we had to keep positive. We did online research to try to find some support and anyone that knew anything about WS. We joined the worldwide support group as a starting point but felt so frustrated that there was nothing closer to home. We felt that we needed to do something, so we contacted Prof Barrett at Birmingham Children’s Hospital who was researching this condition and explained that we wanted to start a support group in the UK and would he help us by providing the correct medical information about WS. This helped us to focus and to start feeling a bit more positive as we were doing something to help the few others in the UK also affected.

Tracey and Jennifer Pony

To give you some facts about Wolfram Syndrome – it is a rare progressive, neurodegenerative genetic condition. The main features are Type 1 diabetes, Diabetes Insipidus (water diabetes affecting the bladder), Optic Atrophy (death of the optic nerve causing sight loss) and deafness. It can also cause anxiety, depression, sometimes aggression, as well as other neurological problems such as loss of gag reflex and respiratory issues. It is a life shortening condition. We know of about 100 people in total who are diagnosed with WS. There is no cure and currently no treatment but a clinical drug trial is due to start later this year. This is everyone’s candle of light, our beacon of hope!

Life is certainly not easy, especially as five years ago we had yet another change in our lives when Jennifer had to have a ‘temporary’ Tracheostomy tube inserted following a severe choking attack which required a spell of three weeks on a ventilator. Following this, I had to give up my job as a part time accounts assistant and become her full time carer. This isn’t easy as many of you full time carers, especially with teenagers will know. Apart from when she is at school I am with Jennifer  24/7. She can’t be left alone at home as her tube might need clearing and she is unable to do this herself as she is vision impaired. Since the tracheostomy  was put in Jennifer has changed, she was always a bit ‘stressy’ but she is even more so now and she never wants to go out.  Her dad does help out in the evenings and weekends when she is an absolute angel for him! With me I get the teenager from hell.  We clash so much as we are both so alike being very strong willed and stubborn. This is great in a way for Jennifer as I know that she will fight for what she wants. It just gets very wearing when you are faced with it all the time.

In the times when I get lovely Jennifer it is wonderful! She has a very dry sense of humour, she is very arty and is producing some lovely pieces which we are very proud of and tell her so. This of course helps boost her confidence. She loves playing jokes on her dad and keeping fun secrets from us. These are the times that I as her mum treasure. These are the times that life seems normal. We don’t see her as a girl that wears glasses, requires a white cane, has to have her blood glucose checked and injections 4 times a day and has a piece of white plastic sticking out of her neck but as our special daughter. We try to keep life happy and positive for her and her brothers. There is no point in worrying about what is going to happen 2 years, 5 years down the line. We just need to focus on the here and now. I don’t always have the daughter that I love facing me every day but I know that deep down inside she is there trying to get out but for this condition.

Lynch family

Jennifer and her family

Would I have my life any other way? I don’t know. It might not be as frenetic but would I be as happy as I am. Mother’s Day this year will be spent flying back from a meeting in Italy where I am giving a presentation about being the mother of a child with WS and then hopefully being taken out for a slightly late lunch, once I land, and to be given a card that I know Jennifer has secretly made for me. If only she could learn to whisper quietly.

Lunch Jennifer & Tracy

This year Jeans for Genes are giving a grant to Wolfram Syndrome UK so that the charity can continue to pay their one member of staff who offers support and guidance to affected families in the UK.

Sign up for your free fundraising pack for Jeans for Genes Day on Friday 22nd September and help to support more children like Jennifer.

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